Message No. 855

Sunday, April 12, 2020 at 2:41:20 PM EDT

I feel nervous and guilty writing this but I’ve realised that I’m not close or connected to anyone around me. I’ve kinda felt like this for a while so I’ve been making sure to communicate with everyone during isolation to try and hopefully change it, but I just feel completely disconnected from them. I don’t feel as though I have a meaningful, personal connection with anyone. I know it’s my own fault but I don’t know what to do, especially with so many limitations now. How do I connect with them during this time when I couldn’t before? I feel like a fraud.